evol.
the succubus casted a spell at 11:42 PM

blairbitch

?atnupan ok ap oes tikab

 ...nayd abi gnaman imadna

 

?naparihihanip ok om tikab 

?nikas tilag an tilag ak tikab

 

...ok otsug naman gnal asi

,ok om nilaham gnu

nun yagibi parih an parih gna gnarap...

 

.tikas 

   

puzzles.
the succubus casted a spell at 07:22 PM

blairbitch

i don't know how to write anymore. i've been so verbal nowadays. Nw, you can define that as a lame outpour of emotions. not to mention being tacky and being raw.

 

it's like being in a coma for a long time. you got a lot of bed sores and you just forgot how to walk.

 

in a gruesome sense: i forgot how to write.

 

i forgot how to channel my despair, hurt, angst in this little piece of what they called the worldwide web.

 

i forgot to make any sense.

 

***

puzzles, surprisingly, the pieces just don't fit. and no matter how i crack my head to make all of the puzzles fit, they just won't. they remain fragments of painful, smashing, and words-are-not-enough-to-express tried-so-hard-to-suppress emotions.

i am losing my mind. i am losing me.

gad. please help me. 

 

Bookworm-ing On: nothing.
Last Song Syndrome: nothing.
Succubustically Feeling: depressed

teka waits.
the succubus casted a spell at 03:55 PM

blairbitch

hinga.

Bookworm-ing On: work
Last Song Syndrome: work
Couch Potato-ing On: work
Succubustically Feeling: tired. overworked.